Birdsong The morning sun is gently burning off my face. Another day is starting in this lovely place. Blinded to many things that could not be explained. I'm cornered, furious and snugly self-contained. But I found common ground with the mud: fool around, take it in, eat it up, make it mine. Not enough... I will ascend over this land, flying higher, touching God's hand. Can't trust it. Why ask it? There is no sense in doing, thinking, asking, seeking evidence. I will ascend over this land, flying higher, touching God's hands. I will fly away... I'm crying - Unable I'm lying - New fable I'm hiding - In my cradle I'm dying - I'm unstable This place meant misplacement, no free hand, no safe land. Misplaced me: replace me. Erase me. Or just let me fly. I will ascend over this land, flying higher, touching no hands.

The Promise It's close The path is dark I'm scared to go inside This promise may lie Break the past apart I'm afraid alone The trees are blocking out the light I've left the path behind I'm lost This promise must lie It wasn't forever I kinda got used to being lost I'm not getting closer to anything There is no order I'm getting tired of waking up Guess I got lazy... It's saddening Dunno what I wanted Figure it out again but Life keeps getting harder It's not what it should have been I'm scared of believing Scared of the thought of feeling love Scared of the future Dunno what to do now so I Cry sometimes I just cannot draw some lines I want signs But I gotta lie sometimes Still have some hope left Turns out I'm not alone in here But do they have problems? To me it just seems like they don't care I'm feeling so left out Summers are getting shorter Doing stuff I don't want to And I'm not getting better Cry sometimes I just cannot draw some lines I want signs I just wanna die sometimes All is changing Past is fading There's no sense of time Strolling around Staring in awe at Something so sublime I am finding meaning In something so misleading Is it love what I'm finally feeling? I don't care cause I'm tired of waiting Cry sometimes I just cannot draw some lines I want signs And I just wanna try sometimes Buy some lies Then it becomes kinda nice Time just flies I laugh at how I cry sometimes I've found the path I've paid the price There's nothing new And I've got the prize No more secrets Nothing nice This promise lies

Sinking Islands Wake me up Wash my face What a tedious disgrace Call my name Hear me talk Keep on doubting The way I walk I cannot take it Not anymore I will just stand up And run out the door Into the darkness Between the stars Lock myself out Forget what I was Sinking islands All disappear I stay in silence No one's near It is time for you to Let me go Please don't judge me Please don't mind Please don't stare I've lost my mind Please don't love me You're too kind Do not wonder I am fine Sinking islands All disappear I stay in silence No one's near Getting further Getting higher See the beauty Be inspired Now that I feel love but I'm alone They won't know Who we are We have gone Way too far

Aurora All my life I've been wrong Don't know how to be strong Overwhelmed, scared to death The truth is hard to accept There's no choice, there's no way Nothing left for me to say There's no God, there's no joy I won't play, I'll destroy The scenery is splendid As I stare into the void The enemy is ignorance And I've always been ignored I want to be a martyr And stupidity is bliss I want to feel disgusted As I cease to exist No, it isn't my fault But it's just hard to care I've failed to find the truth So I guess I'll have to dare I don't want to think now Cuz I despise myself I look down just to be sure That there's no one else Now I'm falling Silently My world was such a Travesty With petty lies and Childish hate So why's it so wrong To escape? I've left behind The purple dawn There's nothing new Under the Sun So why the tears and Why the doubt? There's no way back There's no way out This just terrifies me It changes everything I see the old world crumble The one I built within Now that nothing matters I see what I will miss Did I do the right thing? Is it that bad to exist? A life without a purpose... And I'll just have to accept That nothing's to be hated And that nothing's really bad Every word is empty I know it's hard to care Reality just banned me I was never really there All is changing Violently And this is not a Victory I feel no shame I feel no doubt And I embrace The sole way out The feelings fade The burden drops I'm finally free There's no more stops The memory of the Purple dawn Is fading too It's almost gone (It's gone) I close my eyes I see no light Peace is black I feel nothing Time is dying What lies ahead? It's getting closer I'm getting closer It's almost over It's almost over Time is slower So much slower It's getting closer It's getting... Closer No pain, black, plain Warm, white inside Is this it? There's No way I am gone Time will fill the gaping hole There's no past, the world's a whole Time has died, the world's no more Emptiness will fill the hole All is done and all is cold Nothing's new and nothing's old Words are empty, words are cold There is nothing to be told Nothing for me to behold The promise lied, It silenced me and Dying was a Travesty The purple dawn is Now all mine Always at the End of time Every single Memory Will keep repeating Endlessly Cuz I've just paused time I am all mine All is nothing Can't stop laughing The light is above me And I see the Sun is You